tHe laSt sHArD lOsT

While i hold onto this redundant memory
As i watch through rose coloured glasses
I miss what is truly around me
and forget what has eventually happened

So this time the lever has fallen
Without another perceiving the present
I have stumbled blind into what was coming
Not realising the dangers, or seeing the despair

A mocking gift, grimaces towards beaten rivals
To reflect on the missing elements wanted
To kick an arse, to slap a face
To know whats lost and cannot be found

Nothing can be done as hope lies unfounded
To besot the truth and Beguile the hopeless
But when eyes meet and lock between
A tinge arises and softens the heart

Forever friends and until anon
Nothing more, just wishes stored until a pass
Then shall all be joyful and inside a glow
For we shall know peace, with compassion to grow

Present is resentment, tommorrow.... who knows?
Not i, but a passion for yesterday lingers
For it will NEVER die and become old
As the stone rolls, so shall time flow